Write a letter to your future mate saying whatever you want to say.
Dear baby (if I would ever call him that),
Years ago, I thought that I’d be single forever.
I once loved someone secretly for years. I told myself that if ever I’d be in a relationship with someone, I wanted it to be that person (I’m sorry about telling you this). I believe that person already knew about my feelings and I know he did not care about it (why would he even care, anyway?) I don’t really need him to love me back. I just want him to stay as he is towards me even after he knew it. After realizing the obvious fact that he will never like me, I let go of my love for him and moved on. It’s like something’s telling me that it’s not worth it anymore.
Then there came someone who told me nice things, went to lunch breaks with me, and even dedicated the song ‘A Thousand Years’ by Christina Perri to me. Only to find out that he, as I see it and figure out, was just being kind to me and he just did not have someone to waste his time on. FYI, he’s the second man who have done something like that to me. I promised myself never to trust their kind of men again. Oh wait, may I just tell you that he was drunk, had a few San Miguel Light when he told me about the song? He was and maybe I should forget about it because he was JUST drunk.
I then realized that I should accept the truth that maybe (or maybe not) there is really no one written in my life story to be my partner. I thought about it. I decided. I’d be “single for life by choice” from then.
But then you came. I have never imagined that you’d exist! Are you real? Or am I just (day)dreaming? Are you sure of me and of yourself? Do you even know what you’re doing because you can back out.
Because if you’re really real and if this is not just another dream, then I would like to ask if I can just keep you forever? I have had enough of this love thing – lost someone who was never mine in the first place, and since you’re finally here, the first ‘someone’ I can call ‘mine’, then I better not lose you.
You are now here. God was really writing my love story when He let me meet those guys first. Thank God for sending me you.
I thought I’d be single for forever.. not anymore. Thanks to you. 🙂
Hey it’s me,
Thank you always for reading and I hope you enjoyed reading my answers….. 🙂