For the past 2 weeks, I have decided to think of nothing else but happy thoughts. Even if there were times I have reasons to be sad and about to tear up, I would just browse on my playlist and turn to my favorite feel-good songs while telling myself, “no no no.. stop it.. happy thoughts lang tayooo”..
But just today, while on fb.. This little sad thing came up again.. And I have once again realized, and been keeping this to myself for some time now: You never really appreciated me. I guess no matter what, nothing of what I did, do, or will do, will be enough for you. Hmmm.. Nakakainis. Nakakatampo but I’ll never take it against you. 🙂
A friend once told me that I’m one of those few people who appreciates even the small things. So maybe, that’s my problem – expecting people to appreciate the little things like I do.
I once read somewhere that some people choose a person like how they choose their cereal – based on color not on taste. So I guess, yun na lang iisipin ko. You don’t appreciate me because I’m not your favorite color, and I will never be. :’)
Last sad post na ‘to.
*pinky promise* 🙂